I used to love you and maybe somewhere I still do?
its funny though cos you never even knew
There was times I shed some tears
and at other I cried with laughter
and it was all over you
Tonight when I go to bed
I'll probably think of you
and it won't be with happiness or any kind of feeling
the thought of you leaves me cold and vacant
and funniest of all, its actually sort of nice.
UNREQUITED LOVE
I've been holding this picture of you in my heart,
That keeps a spark glowing while we are apart;
You never notice the way that I yearn,
Nor the way that you make my stomach churn.
You never take heed of the way you knock me off of my feet -
Nor the way I see your caressing smile when I go to sleep;
You don't understand how lost I feel at your glance -
The one gaze that sends me into a hopeless trance;
Every day I am without you is another day lost
And I place the loss of you as the greatest cost.
I love you with my body, my mind, my heart and my soul,
And you are the only one I need to make my spirit whole
When you feel love,
They feel lust,
You give them your heart,
In them, you trust,
Theyre kissing you one day,
And ignoring you the next,
You dont know where you stand,
Making you feel vexed,
You want to spend your time,
Getting to know them better,
They ignore your signs,
Calls, text and letter,
Your feelings deepen,
Even though they treat you like shite,
Making you feel bad on the inside,
And stay up crying all night,
They make empty promises,
A chance to be together,
But then they change their minds,
Just like the London weather!!
Take it from me,
Keep your heart locked away,
Cos theyll keep br
Unrequited love should be banned,
It leaves you with nothing,
But the longing to hold a hand,
With pain twisted through your chest,
Writhing and clawing at your heart,
Until its a bloody mess,
And shatters you as if you are made of glass,
As you are left to toil and wonder,
Over what you really have
The thing about love is,
Unrequited or not,
Its not only painful,
But it makes you cry a lot,
The tightening in your chest,
The empty gaping wounds of loneliness,
But it also fills you with a warm you never knew your soul could bare,
And fills you with dreams you dream arent just surreal.
It makes you treasure ea
You watch him from a distance
You love to see him smile
You wish one day he might be yours
If only for a while
You wish that you could tell him
To have the strength to say,
"I love you and I wish that you
Could feel the same one day!"
Your heart beats as he comes towards you
Only to walk on by
You try to tell yourself you don't love him
Try to believe your lie…
You wish, you dream, you hope, you pray
That you could be together
Maybe if you could make him see
That you two could last forever.....
My best friend is Alice, we like to do really weird things, lol, most of which are unexplainable! Alice loves anime and on Thursday 17th June 2010 I had a sudden erge to start drawing all my life i haven't been able to draw and then WOW i can draw!
Current Residence: Wherever i'm at :) Favourite genre of music: Rock. Metal. Anything with emotion
Hi all, finished my 'request' and done some other drawings too. :)
Am in a love crisis atm and is sooo annoyin cos he wont admit he actually loves me :@ i just want him to realise he is the love of my life :( x
Love you all
Jess x
Hi guys,
just to let you know i am in the making of a new drawing, but dnt get too excited, it may all go wrong :/ lol
well thats all for now,
oh and one last thing, WOOOOOO no more exams - for a year anyway :P
Love Jess
HI All :)
This is my first journal entry, don't have much to say but i thought i'd let you know a bit about me.
My best friend is Alice, we like to do really weird things, lol, most of which are unexplainable! :D Alice loves anime and on Thursday 17th June 2010 I had a sudden erge to start drawing :O all my life i haven't been able to draw and then WOW i can draw! :P I have been drawing since Thursday and will upload my pics soon for you all to see. I am so proud of my art and can't wait till my exams are over with, so i can draw again!!! Hehe.
Last nite i was still up at 2.30am drawing :O good job my mum doesnt know, she mite kill me if s